I love looking at old pictures of my mom and I. It must be the combination of the old photographs and seeing the love in my mother's eyes. I enjoy imagining her as her "new mom" self. Picking out the cutest outfits, curling up my hair in a little curlicue, singing sweet songs as I drifted off to sleep. I'm sure she was just as much in love with me as I am with Elijah and Elliot.